LOVE GOD LOVE LIFE!

When i realised all was nothing

2010-10-11T08:52:00.002+08:00

You never know how much you are running in my mind... i never knew till time pass
i dun know how much you think, i just look at the possibilities... and i got very hush words from a fren may be its a help to wake me up from the dream that has happen for the pass months.
I know that life goes on... what matters is how much i take to get back on feet. Its not a start but it ended this way... i stilll think that i was silly !
sometimes i have true reasons to cry... i will miss all my fyp beijing frens cause you are the one that hear my story ... stay with me, feel with me...
i have occupied myself with everything i could and i am really dead tired now... i dun know how long i can take it.
I know that no one can help me except myself... school work was really disspointing.
Knowing that time made me love you SUX

feeling dead tired made me feel sleeping even doing pure reading the bible... can i just rest and get healing in God'd prescence? i am trying to learn to not that anything control me cause i am the only one that can make changes to my thinking.

there were no boundaries its humans that set it.

IT HURTS TILL IT HAS NO WORDS LEFT

2010-10-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

Someone that tease me like for fun and i know he is nice met a car accident and lost part of the memory... i really felt sad and what made me realised is really spending time with ppl we enjoy and nt too late

Today I was really affected by work by him by how life is short and brittle... i was dame bad
to be honest i think i made my team members angry cause i was pissed off with work that i was helping cause what i heard is they do then pass to me.. i host... but i cannot sit there do nothing so.... i try helping but i got impatient...

Next i reallly think tooo hard for me to take it so i decided to talk to some ppl around me... they ask me to find courage to talk it out... then really affected me till i msn and i talk... but again he was busy. I dun know if he was busy or he was avoiding cause it really stopped like last month... i feel really heartach is like ttm. cause he felt nothing lor.. i wanna be there for him like always cause he has been there for me at the right time... so yah i did try to talk to him. i chat with him in a convo with less than 20 lines with a chatty person for me.. i had to think what to ask.. and how to ask cause i was really looking forward for just a time with him. the reason is cause its his big 2... i dun know lah but... i really just wanna watch a movie and pass the gift... the rest i dun really care... i dun really ask for much but his reply was "i'm not sure either" can u belive it??

I really feel like losser... when i am not even at my peak i roll down the moutain. its that confidence in me that have been eaten up by someone... i know i miss but what to do... i will give up jus give me some time...

Frens either out for trip, school trip and enjoying holiday. And my frens who always eat with me are heading to beijing not much close ones left.... i know i will miss them... y is it so hard to get through things in life? is not that its difficult maybe i just wanna be a computer that shutdown, hybernate and delete its own info... SAVE all friends and family members!

你和我

2010-10-03T23:12:00.004+08:00

我要的只是你的时间，和答案。
我在你心中之多少？
每一首歌让我决得你真的太过分，我会学习放手。
离开是唯一的结局吗？

2010-10-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

Who am i really to you?
the urge to speak to you is there but ur reply just make me feel lousy!

i wanna be myself, but i can't help it but to care and pray for you!

K session

2010-09-29T09:09:00.004+08:00

this is a post for 28/9/10
K session with Jasmine and Sheryl ... Okay these few days really feel very tired!... the usual routine kind of stress! I really wanna thank jing ting sia.. i feel so bad over smt in the morning.

I felt happy being able to spend time with fren after FYP period even though i dun really feel that that the work load is do able lah... but we are just working towards extending our limit.

dissapointment cause of expectation... yes! it happen again... the feelings come and go especially when i hope to be cared by you. i find so hard to get over things especially it has become a habit... so had until some times i just wanna stay alone. You said alot of things but i cannot be borthered cause i do not want anyone to interfere my life and pls dun act like you can accept everything of me and lastly just let me mind my life... just leave me alone cause u SUx.

ps: i want to live my life to the fullest and be a good daughter, time to get back to my usual life

Do you belive we are being matched make?

2010-09-27T22:22:00.005+08:00

I am still searching for answer but i decided to change to wait for an answer after much thoughts like : faith like mustard seed, God hashis plans, for husband to love their wife. Well after searching i found out that there is possibilities of marriage for everyone cause we are suppose to look for it and also... dun get a big hat with a small head lah!

okay but still i have this hard feelings... i have decided to watch KISS the korean show which is another taiwan show of 恶作剧之吻。is like knowing what will happen but still wanna watch the korean features... after a few episode i cried! cause the lady decided to move out of the house they use to stay, this was to keep her life going... and i realised this move was a step that most of us couldn't do when we really wanna hold on and when we see the right person according to our thinking. But... (my brother come disturb me and i am lost of words) i think its always good and difficult to love a life according to the Lord... So hard to not be a obedient kid cause when we are a small kid we run, fall and feel the pain. After this post i will live everyday with that smile and patience of waiting .

This week is the 3rd week of FYPJ... seriously i find it stressful... cause i really put affort and still get 4 STARS for week 1! haix.... i cannot complete my level 3 also .... the windows are making me mad, and i feel like a architecture. I think he knows i am angry after today, i hope he knows cause at least show me u are responsible and make me feel that i have reliable team mates hao ma?

I know is okay to tear and tell God to heal... just let it flow and let it out ! TML will be a brand new days that awaits me and YOU!

ps: I know u will not see this but i just wanna say 加油!! :D (as usual this smile has its story.)
I hope for an answer without asking .

how long do i need?

2010-09-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

A post that i have always wanted to post!
REally enoy my life when i am out wih friends be it drinking night or makan session...
recently alot of things happen to ppl that i really care...
my lovely one broke up, u made me tear when i could hear the voices of ur heart...
my darling u should let go before its tooo late...
so much changes to ppl around me.... from dressing till status.
Oh well i feel in a deep shit.
cause its a road that i dislike your care
you are really really on my nerves cause i dun need you.
i just wanted your presence so much that i will be angry for an answer sentence
I want to know the answer but refuse to ask again.
i just want simple stuff and not finding me when i am needed
i dun want u to know that i care i am afriad that the result is negative.
ur look ur voice ur smile all seemed soooooo far...
my heartach when i am called back everytime i want to leave.
Everytime i wanna think about smt i will WALK and i did but i cannot find an answer...
I think its time for me to go back to my old day
those days where no topic about it...
those days where i dun have to think...
those days where we are off to do our own stuff...
Everyday was about living for God...
I prayed for u, not for the meet up just for u go over come all those stuff
I prayed that u will rememeber those promises...........
but now i can feel it bleeding... till i am turning COLD

FORGETting is hard but but but who am i to u?

See YOU

2010-04-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

oh manZzzz its long ever since i last post!
Currently in my COZy corner... Okay ... post cause TML i'll be AWAY for BERKALAH waterFALL trip!...
DUn know whta to Aspect... really wanna have FUN bah!!! cause if u wanna ask me how is life.. it will be intresting and challenging cause... again and again i am pushing myself!...
PAst happening ...

China YEP... from CHANG SA to SAN YA 14 days with FOOD that i dun really like..
Oily veg... oily chicken... salty FOOD!...
BUT the BREAD wan SWEET and the man TOU with SOay milk was NICE!
Miss the smiles of the kids... I really appreciate what i have here!!!
LEts just hope that LOVE and good environment will still stay

Next was High ELEments in school.... SO scarry with WOOOOBLY legs!
But i DID it!.. so that is all ... i need to SLEEP cause my TRIP starts TML!...
BYE singapore!!!
GOD bless me and YOU tooooo...

SO much for my life!... okay i hope that i'll meet u SOON!

Little joy...

2010-03-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

Holiday everyone wants but...
sometimes not everyone get the best from it...
No this isn't thinking tooo much but its the truth...
Moodless from all this dame feelings...
nothing to lose and gain... but wanting to go... to learn
I will cause i know i am fortunate...
Knowing and hearing myself is what i want in life!
I just need that little joy to be back!

Leaving this little cozy place for 2 weeks...
I will miss parents and comfortablility.

Miss duck PIZZA

2010-02-27T00:51:00.003+08:00

SO much for MISSing DUCK pizza again!....
Had SOME chatting and MAKAN session at clark Quay area!
I come to realised we have different view but
there is something that make us look futher...
I think its really a reminder for myself to not judge a book by its cover...
but sometimes just go by place mood and feeling plus comfortability!
No matter what ppl PLS stay in contact and COOL...
I have alot of things in mind and there is no
ANSWER cause its the story of the MIND.
Sometimes just have to just let it be...
I wish i have all the time in the world to be there...
a place that marks my heart to talk!

I think i am crzy to think of you... GOOD nite!

heartach without tears!

2010-02-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

Yes EXAM mood... I can't gt over my OS paper... and i got to start preparing for my SENGP paper... I dun know what to do...cause i really feel stupid making silly mistakes unable to pass that paper... I was hopping that you would say something to me!...
I just wanna say its like a dream... and my papers are like night mare!
I hate this and i just feel like crying... so heartach without tears!

2010-02-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

I Know It would be Different with this Believe!
Its all known as life... but its all written in different ways...
i could only tell myself its a special story.

A little Something...

2010-01-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

This is a BAD week so hard that i have alot of things in MIND!...
What is really wrong with myself... love to be alone... dun really want big big groups...
I am asking... is it worth it???
Everything happen for a reason... but what reason...
i dun think ppl bother to find out...
I cannot dun care "how i wish i am like that"...
CLOSE EYES question come out lah...
Tell me what to do...
She cannot be always there...
He should not and no longer will be that one...
I feel not right anywhere...
STRESS??? i dun know...
HOW i wish you are there for me... I am SAD...
If i have a CHANCE to reStart i will not...
cause i want to LEARN how to FACE TML...
TEACH ME and i'll LISTEN

Sian Diao

2010-01-23T23:41:00.004+08:00

No one could guess what would happen next, tomorrow, next month, next year.....
But i know that there is a long lesson that i have to keep learning...
I really dun know why... but it seems like all coming for one reason...
The reason was to really ask me to slow down and take alook around... LOVE fast song...
when listen to slow song just wanna switch it... !!!!!
I wanna switch places to hide time and time. justalone...
Who is that one... i ASK when ppl starts to ask.......
I really sian diao ......... Enough not nonsence not Emoing.
Am i the one that climb with care to ppl behind or
climbing up till i reach the top then i look down to help?
I think i have both cause i'm conFUSED in this life...
I am sorry fren that i know he was notGOOD yet i cannot do anything...
I am sorry for I cannot manage that attitude of urs...
I hate to talk to you cause i feel lost in position now...
I so DUN wanna care!...
Am i busy for real or this is how i hide?
SLeep and sleep to get this feeling OFF.
NIGHT - WORKING make me feel that everything i do was with a heart.
Atleast my customer appreciate!

Everyone the SAME!...SO how now??
Just tell me who and i can walk off with you!
SO i dun have to care...CANanyoneHEAR?

When u say nothing at ALL~

2010-01-17T17:45:00.003+08:00

Well i have Battle and War within me.. the Feelings and thoughtS!
Its like really CRAZY!... I tell myself i have lots of other things to do!
STRESS LEVEL IS REACHING...
Seriously i have work and assigments , Lead to lack of proper rest.
Bought my dairy going to start PLanning...
I really put my trust in u and i feel neglected!~
O well i feel dissapointment...
must humans really take one and put the other down?
I really know u mah/ are u TRUSTing me ???
I hope to put some sense into U, stop listening and telling.
I will not talk about it anymore!
This shall be the post that make me felt like so HARD!
SO much for a rubbish Bin.

This isn't a good feeling!

2010-01-10T17:23:00.003+08:00

How does it feel like when :
The fren u talk to can'r get anything into the stubbon head
The brother and sister will loose someone that is close to them, the sole bread winner of the family... the brother going into army... the sister having o levels?
I really dun know why but i'm affected!
my bleeding heart just cannot stop tearing...
they are not related to me but its a broken family that really need GOD...
I really hope i can really hug them and tell them GOD has greater plans ahead!...
I wish that uncle could just awake and talk to them.
Tell them to live well really!!!!!!!!!!
I cried... i felt so lost... so like the past time i had...
really dun know what to say and what to do!

NOTHING!

2010-01-05T10:20:00.003+08:00

Very childish to fight over blog...
A question to ask: what DO i get at the end of the DAY???
An answer: NOTHING!
After knowing... FEELINGS and thinking felt even more RIGHT...
OKAY no more of this WU LIAO DER DONG XI alot of stuff to do lah!!!
BEtter start work or else no time ler...
When u think u have the whole world u better think twice.

Friends are just there for u when u need them.
that is how simple terms can be.
BF are being frank about each other and helping one another to grow.
BFF are those that know whta u think even before its express in words.

E learn MORE...SIAN

1st post 2010

2010-01-03T14:26:00.003+08:00

OH well this is MY first post in 2010!!!
Really thank those ppl that have added joy to my life!...
Enjoying my CHRISTMAS AND COUNTDOWN
with ppl i have met recently,
school frens and even with church mates!
YEs! tml is back to school LIFE!... really have alot to do in this week!
E-Learn never really get better!~
Alot i wanna do to get myself back to real STUDY mood!

A sharing about my QT...
I have take time to do so GOD do speak lah!
He told me that i can do all things in him.
I'm really looking forward to the life in 2010...
PPL say it will be worst but i know it will be fruitful.
No matter what my LOVE in YOU stays! AMEN.

I am trying hard enough to really be a blessing
in every environment but i meet hard rocks!
But still i cannot give up...
cause i know this ppl will see the GOOD side of me somehow...
I know that i am special and i'm waiting for that special you!

My environment was really different...
My feeling may not be understand but i know He knows
I really think its enough of my own
understanding from my own point of view
Its really going to be understanding HIM in 2010...

Enough of non-belivers, catching an eye on whoever cause i am just going to live for HIM.
I know it will affect me but i just wanna get on my feet.
Days like these will be over and happier when i see HIM real enough in my life!

ChristmasMood

2009-12-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

WELL this year christmas i really happy lah!
ENJOYmyself with cousins and frens... really nice lor!
Missing out chersy too!!!! {ONLY for this babe...=)}
feel that i have alot catch up to do with church mates.
So decided to GO for 2009 CAMP! the last for this year!
NICELY dress for party
now SLEEP and sleep to get over the tiredness
Sleep to get over stuff is Me
Looking at the pics reminds me howmuch i enjoy myself.
For those who are HURT "Smile cause we can't let sorrows win."
BRO pls let me see the smile and the happy mood of urs!
I wanna say...

If u know what i mean i can't rush!
Knoe me and my prb stop adding things.
I wanna sleep throght it!

TML's event day..

2009-12-16T01:21:00.002+08:00

Time check its 1.21...
can't sleep cause there is something in my mind!!!
Oh well going to force myself to sleep ...
TOday our class got scoulded since morning
all the wat till my 2nd last class (OS lec)..
well perharps everyone is in holiday mood lor..
so cannot really STUDY!~
Or rather come to school for attendance and pass time!!!

When u never try u never know...
It seems like hard to even try...
Will there ever be a strong feeling...
I really dun know why i'm thinking like that...
Thinking of WAYS to WACK that idea off...
SO BLOGGING is the way liao...

I AM TAKING BIG steps back...
LEarn to be that one i wanna be!
*just let everything RUN smootly.
QUOTE: I'm going to smile even if its down.*

attitude.

2009-12-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

ATTITUDE really tells everything!
i really wonder why today i feel like.. so not right!
I think is cause.. my effort dun seemed appreciated!...
no one was respecting and making an extra mile for one another...
Meeting night i was busy... they were all busy... it was the busy and being prepared!
IS not just a day CLOSER but one DAY closer...
Enough of this!

NEXT is my own life!...
I'm happy cause going TAKA to see my DARLINGS bears...
I really love the bear... he is not LONELY cause he found a fren like me.
I was really hoping for some stuff...
I ask myself.. is the old was really gone?
Its going to be just another?....
I start to doubt myself, on how i look at things.
I start to wonder whta has happen to me....
I start to feel that i have real GOALS!
I feel so useful!
I wonder how long will it last...
I wonder if it was a choice...
I want to know if its the GOd's choice...
I start to learn to be quiet in my OWN room...
Its nice feeling to listen...
I start to really smile in my darkest moment...
I start to love this poly life...
I start to let go and learn...
I start to see GOD back in my life...
I want to be SPECIAL!
Its time to sleep!

SENSE my freedom???
i am enjoying my teaching moments!
WHEEE~

Ps: feel so SHY when i think about it!

WHOLE AWESOME DAY!

2009-12-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

okay as usual sunday= church..
TEACHing the KIDS again... come to think next week is the final CLASS liao...
feeling old as the kids graduate!!!
WOOOHOOOOO next is the Fish and Co. makan session with the 90 buddies..
the one that made me know more about myself!
I feel happy cause we had more than 5 years getting to know one another!!!!
NExt was to NICOLE's birthday party ...
she had it earlier cause its her 21 and she dun wanna miss!!
I was at a club room... STEAK was awesome... longs since i had great MEALs!!!
AS the clock hits 12 its time for the SURPRIZE to yan xin's house!!!!!!!
dun know if it was shocking to him.. but seeing us sure made his DAY!..
now that i am home...
its time for me to REST to kick my day going!!!!
PRAYING that i will have the heart to study!!!

LOVE all my present lah...
Shawn's contacts solution, class meal and spotlight voucher
and some cute stuff that wasn't for birthday!
How i wish i was a KID cause i get a DOLL/TOY every birthday...
PS: I Miss childhood!
Somehow i hope my guess will be true!

Birthday!

2009-12-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

MORNING!!!
YES!!! birthday gift from my junior perfume
and emily's precious moment that made me miss my childhood!
really cheer my DAY out lah u PPL!!!!

not forgetting the NIGHT!!!
Timber with my LOVELY SU frens!!!
Took pictures but not my phone...
YES nice DUCK pizza may u hav MORE PLS???
OKay SURPRISE me with the CAKE and BELT... realllllllllly make me SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
I seriously love my DARLINGS!!!
thank for those that camE!!! thanks ALOT!

SUPPER !!! cabbed to jermome's + jay's fren house!
MADe new friends... drink shot and others...
no worries drink but not drunk!
LIKE that drinking but HATE that jerome for his snoring...
but HE WAS SLAPPED!
Chersy... the drunk KID...
she say she dun wanna drink... i told her it was the shot lah!
Dun belive me... then i home to sleep... now

if i were to rank the things i want in life will be
(if GOD was in the choice he will be the FIRST!)
1.Health
2.Studies
3.Friends
4. Lover

I WANNA SLEEP!!! cause i'm feelings to cold and TIRED!
MOrning service tml!!!

PS: i love you PPL in my life!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

2009-12-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the WISHES!...MAY GOD BLESS u all!
there is alot to list but i thank GOD that i really enjoy being friends with u all!
I am so shocked with some...
for those that rememeber u are really a BLESSING to ME!!!
I really looking forward to night! cause i really spend time with u PPL!
I am so TOUCH!...
LAter i cry how???

Bye 18...

2009-12-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

WooooHOOO guess what i'm like missing my 18 soon!
Oh WELL feelings aside... cause I wanna BE HAPPY!...
Dun wanna see how u see me cause i wanna be like a BIRD!!!
I am missing fun and laughters in my life liao...
REcently i have SUPER heavy shoulders...
but u know what no more!!!!!
Friends, Family, lover what more can be expected???
RAndom thoughts,oh well i feel like going for a SPA!
I can't wait for the CHRISTMAS class trip...
Singing performance from my KIDS...
actually alot to look ahead lah...
no time to care about what has happen,
had a crazy idea and did it...
and i really think i made a right choice after all!!
SMILE cause its my BEGINING of 19!
Alot to look ahead all this sian and boring stuff will end in 25 MINS!

haha...WAnna be a bad gal!

19th Birthday with Classmates!

2009-12-03T00:56:00.004+08:00

Yes!!! today went for DINNER @ caramel which is located beside CATHAY.
Thanks GARY for the nice RIDE... u not the DRIVER ah!
u are my next ROOM MATE ah!!
cannot forget MY LOVES to EMILY, JAS, SYU lah... i know u all have SEEN me GROW!
I wish to go OVERSEAS with u ALL... FUN is all i SEEEEEEE
thanks like alot ALOT... i feel that i am like so much RELAX after today!
I feel like its the start of the celebration...
dun know WHY FRIENDS become so IMPT yet some ppl are destroying it!
Dun spoil ppl's image cause i mean no harm to you...
If u are not happy with all that is the PAST... dun dig lah...
cause everyone has their own ugly side... ENEMIES are what u want u know...
SO much of my thought!.. ALRITE shall not be at this BORING topic!

LAst day of my SWEET 18... YUP OLDER= more RESPONSIBILITY...
Not going to be stress this weekEND!

LOVES to u ppl...
I want to be that LUCKY GAL in the SONG: LUCKY-Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat!
If i say this feeling has to go... u think i can MAKE it??
WILL TRY...........................................................................
Nite nite to my LOVEs

Should i ?

2009-11-29T19:24:00.007+08:00

REcent i've known more things about myself i really trying to be better lah...
Give me sometime alrite???
i'm so stuck lah... its like my life so much harder than other ppl...
choosing th wrong thing? regreting? i guess no time for it!!!!!!
Not my cup of tea also have no choice liao..
I wanna take a break but my body is toooo stubbon...
I know what i want but my heart can't stop minding some matters...
Not that i dun want to share or get over but... somethings just need time
Questions comes... u wanna pay the price???
Is it pleasing??? Do u rather avoid it???
I got all this in my mind with ICA on monday, Tuesday OH man!!!!!!!!!! HELP!

I am LOST longing for you, GOD i know i'm wrong and i promise to change...
Looking for a perfect me to satisfy myself!
Oh well i guess it stops here cause i'm tired need my BED badly!

The prettyness comes with a price to pay, thorns will be there forever whether u like it or not...
玫瑰花的美丽花瓣还是赢了它的那些刺... never a win situation!

讨厌!!!!累了!!!!!

设么来的？

2009-11-27T01:05:00.004+08:00

why is all this coming back???
OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
I LOVE the show 海派甜心 "Hai Pai Tian Xin"
虽然不是每一段爱情会有最美丽的结局，
可是没当想到你爱的人的笑容那将是爱的推动力。
每一段故事的开始都是漂亮的，爱是那持之以恒的结晶。
你可以爱她可是能不能爱她爱到老，那才是女人所要的承诺。

送你周杰伦的新歌：
午后的风摇晃枝桠抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话在对你牵挂
晚风轻敲着岸沙浪浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真载比傻爱上你放不下

这风景如画开满凤凰凤凰花
院子里花撒浇灌着那种情话
等最美的晚霞等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
会说过的永远我们一定不会擦我的青春开始在
喧哗因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来决不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀
将思念碾成花有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

不管多大风沙路多分岔我也一样找到你呀
管它风怎么刮管雨就怎么下
越痛我就越来越潇洒不摘
不属于自己的花
喔爱闪着泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画开满凤凰凤凰
花院子里花撒浇灌着那种情话
等我们的通话等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
会说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来决不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
会说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来决不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀

。。。我让你走是因为我不想在为你掉泪

WHY SO SERIOUS?

2009-11-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

hahaha... i can't stop laughing over my title...
alrite today was like a day of no appetite at all lah...
its it stress/tired or sad??? i also dun know...
I had sandwiches, fries and rootbeer that is all in my stomach...
Alrite... its like one week to my birthday!!!!!!!!!!
Oh man so looking forward to it ...
not the presents but the wonderful moment i wanna go TIMBER!!
PIZZA pls!!!!!!!! YUMMY....
fish meals are seriously hard to survive
but it makes me concentrate on GOD so JIA YOU!!!!

TML i'll be cool with my COOL gang!!! CATCH us MAN!

PS: You made me SMILE i like it but i know...
there is more than what it takes to get in!

>< dun like!!!!!

2009-11-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

I really dun like what happen today to me...
i dun wanna share much cause its not important!
Is it sad? i feel its not...
its so personal that i only feel like just sleep and i will get over it!
If i wanted it to be a different year its like scary cause i'm nothing intresting...
Guess i'll just have that silent part in me...
i will get over it... its a matter of time
I feel so lousy...

Had my department meeting... me and aileen got NEATness in common
COOOOOOL lah!
REally hope can get all the errors before the actual day.
Went for the child's play briefing and GUESS what i love OUR COMMON TOP!
SO wanna sew my name on IT!!!!!!
SHOULD i?

Ps: what left un shared may it be POOF into the AIR
DARling dun angry with me... i know all happen cause my choice so...SORRY lah!!!!

LOVE ME

2009-11-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

Today's teaching not very good cause i'm feeling unwell!!!
LOOK at myself is like.. TIRED and CUI lor...
I rest alot liao..
not to forget!!!!!!! i need to STUDY!
BEFORE i start studying i reward myself with
DING TAI FENG!!!
yes... u got it xiao long bao, yam bao, fried rice, soup, dessert.
YUMMMMMMMMMY
LOVEs Food...
GOing to START loving myself!
This week will be better!

ps: i will love myself more!

Nononononono

2009-11-21T20:46:00.003+08:00

I am really saying no to alot of things this time..
i need to learn to pick the things i care!
time to think about myself!
I hate what has been happening...
Its tearing me apart cause its like playing the guessing game!
I want to knock into the doors of the sad ppl cause it really hurts when you see them
So scard that you will mind... having a hard time...
I care about you, but yet i know i dun want to care...
I'm turing away cause i wanna choose to be happy.
I wanna care about myself, my feelings
But i know somethings cannot rush so... i'm waiting lah.
I dun wanna make the first move cause i want to see my space in you
I'm finding it so hard to squeeze myself into you.
I sometimes hope that i dun have to react to anything yet i get notice
Perharps hard lah... the fact that some are better...
I learn that you cannot fight to be better but... i rather fight to be happier!

WEnt benji's house ytd for the Surprise party yet...
BEnji know lah (What to do he is 24 liao...)... somehow...
wanted supper but i did not eat cause... i was unwell...
His BUBBLES so cute!!!!!!!!!
OH MY... yes marjiong then... THANKS to CARLOS the driver...
drive me to get supper for my bro and................
HOME SWEET HOME

I dun want anything, i dun expect anything
I just want to be happier... cause i wanna hang that SMILE!
TO ppl out there, CRY is the relieve... dun be ashame...
dun forget that cry will not solve the prob so.... u STILL need solution!!!

LOst

2009-11-17T00:26:00.003+08:00

Can't be sad over what has happen... to that person u really dun know what i mean if u think that way... thanks for letting me see... my heart cracks
can't be happy with what i see... it hurts not cause of my feelings but i cannot get this off mine..
I dun wanna give a dame... i dun wanna think... i dun want to see... my heart cracks
i just wanna REST and not go school PLS!...
I need that... this week end will make a diff...
I need to get back t my OLD like life... no longer that sweet now...
Lost in my own world... feel that i'm being stared at...
I dislike this feeling cause i know how hard its it to build it up...
Maybe its really time to stop hold back...
jia not always that smooth all the time!...

PS: dun make wild guess...

tired day!

2009-11-16T00:26:00.003+08:00

Its in ME... i wanna GROW!!!!
alrite things have been making me CONFUSE...
I'm stress by WORK cause i'm expecting to perform and not let my GRADE SLIDE.
next come comment that i am taking it hard cause i trusted u!!!... GOSH...
really need to talk it out... nonono all GOOD things must happen!!!
DArling called... i just hope for you to stay and if its real make it happen...
alrite i cannot say anymore cause... i really didn't sleep well this few days...
HEADACH, PMS, PROBLEMS comes together really KILLs me...
so shy to destress out to my moles sister.. and thanks to all that wanna make it well!
Hate kills the picture... CHANCE and love WORKs out best!

PS: Its more than LOVE in this story of US.

MIAO MIAO

2009-11-08T23:17:00.007+08:00

I hope that the next dinner together will have PICS! TOday never go church and MY KIDS actually SMS me so SWEET LOR!!!!
LOVE LOVE man!!!
Today i was late for the T-NET event cause i over slept!!!
Went malaysia for FOOOOOD on SAT evening!!!!
This is chicken with ONLY one BONE... I LOVE this... not forgetting

CRAB the KINGGGGGGGGG... BLACK PEPPER my bro's choice!
Bought CONTACTS and a SHADE so... cheap PLS!
If u wanna get contacts pls just go there is like 100RM
for 2 boxes and with the rate for 2.4 Y NOT???

now....T-net was really like moving around with ...
WE had fun... food... friends it was like great with frens!!!
YES the MIAO MIAO never END!!!!!!
Oh yah the sunny and raining weather made us move things up and DOWN!
I like the stuff in the goody bag is really nice stuff
Went to FAR EAST PLAZA for PON TIAN NOODLE and nice ICE TEA
This time round was 15 PPL! COOOOOOOL rite???
went to the STAGE shop (carlos's choice!!!)...
like this cool BOB's jeans for MALES one lah!
(He is sooooo TEMPTED!)
but the SEAT was COMFORTABLE!!!
alrite need to SLEEP liao....

HERE is ALL BROUGHT TO U BY jiajia!!!!

HI DIARY!!!!!!!

2009-11-06T00:41:00.004+08:00

START MY DAY with my dissapointment to this person,
i dun want to make it a bad thing,
but all the things u doing just tell me u fit that words nicely...
u are so not truth to ur frens...
who are u to wear that MASK to us?
I know i dun have to bother do u know that i never
ever want to treat u bad cause i dun think anyone deserve ill treatment
i am really loving the unloving...
and i know i change cause i learn to control and not confront

EVENING i really enjoy my miao miao time tgt!!!
i dun know how bad impression u have on one another
but i KNOW one thing FUN comes all GONE!
I know that i ENJOY myself with all my SU FRENS!
ESP to my sisters... really wanna be there for u lah!
no matter how MUCH MOLES!!!!
haha...
I know SUNDAY will be great!!
FUN LOVE FENS... i've found myself the joy i should deserve in POLY!

IF TIME WILL STAY THERE

2009-11-02T12:05:00.004+08:00

Back Back
HAHA i am back from a supper long and enjoyable week END!

means SCHOOL!... now its 12.06 monday afternoon...

few hours to school and tution and smt ELSE...

Feel like blogging so decided to share what happen...
feel that i'm closer to my church mates the 90 batch ppl!...

GOD PLEASE KEEP SML GOING!

LAST WEEK: hang out with my POLY frens.. my LOVE KIT's birthday!

As usual makan and PHOTO TAKING!!!

SAT: church then OFF to fren's house to chill out by marjiong then had dinner TGT...

weird one but not toooo bad...

SUN: church saw all my BAO BEI they all having theie P1 and P2 exam...

then OFF to SENTOSA for TANNING wif DARLING and DEAR

(no PICs yet...)

then meet BENJI and JAY for "BAH CHOR MEE"

there gors for our buy 5 bowl get WANTONs free...

TO BE CONTINUE......OMY (OFFICALLY MISSING YOU)

feeeling

2009-10-27T00:32:00.003+08:00

Just when u came home happily then someone came to ur room and scould!!!!!!!!
SIAN DIAO... i already so guai liao.. what u want???
I dun like SIA... i'm not really bad...
i'm just ENJOYING so that i'll be happier lah!
Some ppl say its just a year/ a month older...
i think its the environment that make ppl choose the type of fren!
i choose mine and i really did ENJOY... SO I'LL say I LOVE my FUN time out!!!!!!!

Today is KITTY PON!!!!!!!!! birthday!!!!
She is happy i'm happy tthat she is happy...
i'm happy that we are all happy!
i'm enjoying cause i know i'm lucky to have
frens out there to fall on when i have problems!

MUACKS to the birthday GAL!!!!!

LOVES to all that went ...

To this DARLING...
no matter what u have ME... I know u will be there for me too...
I dun know but it just started but i'm hoping for it to END as bad as u!
Bing there for a fren is just as important as the fren is there for u!
DUN be that person that say and do different things...
it will not bring u far but let hate FLOWs to u slowly...

LEARNING to SMILE is not DIFFICULT.

2009-10-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the MORNing cheer up ... you know who i ARE!
ALrite morning CLASS at 9 from tue till thu is really no JOKE!!!
the best part is i see myself having the need to really prepare for lessons before hand liao
Luckily got really fun time during break!
Like meeting KIT(darling), Chersy(M1), Nurul(M3), Jay(Tang Guo Dian),
Carlos(Spongebob) for LUNCH @ MAC!
We had this COOL monopoly game that we got from eating MAC COOOOL man!
Carlos's lame videos plus chit chat session.
I feel more RELAX and enjoy cause no work worries!

Back to class time is like... dying lah.. so sleepy... and the LEC is cute one lah!
Actually the last time of me in SEc is like have fun studying and going out after school
but now... is like really all gone and changed
no study group to enjoy and crap with... after school are back to the own world
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT all the SLeepy/ moody feelings till i see \
3.00pm HOME SWEET HOME

After saying out to my tweets and frens i still dun feel good.
I guess i'll only say "Take it easy!" for today.

Our tongue (Words) can be like swords that cut or
Sweet that can never make u stop eating!

Officially Missing You - Tamia

2009-10-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain't no wayAnd today

I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

Oh can't nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

I don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say

That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that's something I just can't do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way

To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official

You know that I'm missing you

Yeah yesAll I hear is raindrops

And I'm officially missing you

I really dun know how it started!

LOVE goes around!

2009-10-20T00:35:00.004+08:00

I've been out SINCE morning till late NIGHT more than 12hours...

Getting out of thinkings that i dun have solution...

"Its never a problem when there is a solution."

Received message from my BRo... he is no way better... even signing on at ARMY!

I think he is CRAZY. GOD just bless me and my fren around LOOKING for love...

I am glad that i have love from U but somehow its never enough!!!

I guess its like exchange of either OR but... i see ppl having none!

I've felt like hugging bro (U will have ur turn) but i know it was CRAZY,

I know we are like in DIFFERENT world... i'm not holding too much okay?

I hope that i'll be the one choosing...

WHEN i hear "I wanted you -Ina"

I really cannot stop the bleed in my heart!...

I wanna SLeep now... at least i wanan rest my SOUL from this busy WORLD!

GAL nothings going to break us up okay? not MONEY or LOVE!

BUM"S HEALING!!!!!!!!

Getting AWAY!

2009-10-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

The BUM on my head is really givingme problem!...
MY face is like the things ppl see first then they ask me what happen..
really dun know what to say!!!
Having a bum yet still go to WORK...

I have this problem which on going for awhile... i really wanna give up!
Like dun want to force it or what... but you are so nice...
Its real that there was a wrong impression...
I'm not avoiding this but i've faced it and i will soon get over

TML i'm flying off to Vietnam, i ask for Jesus to be with me for this trip.
for Healing and Growing!

When i'm back i hope all is back to normal!!!!!! School is going to START!

Problem that is in my mind!

2009-09-19T10:52:00.002+08:00

I've been resting and enjoying myself with my friends.
Its also a time to really recover from all the bad times!
Going out with classmates and frens and next will be a vietnam trip...
Money is the thing that is needed in holiday i guess... caused i'm not a home person...
staying at home really make me feel so bored.
i just feel like complaining out!
i actually intro my frens for a job... end up they get it and i dun!
I dun think with the time i have given he cannot give me a place!
I just can't get this out of my head for today.
The only think i can think of is a job that i can easily find one to replace.
Hope so lah! i dun know... maybe this is what the chinese saying "Hao Xin Bei Lei Pi"
Now that i know i'm having high chance of not getting the job.
I've got to plan out something to occupied my time!
Maybe i'll be able to meet my girl frens but they are on attachment...
Busy ppl and i'm free, i'm not use to it!

Weird clock

2009-08-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

Blogger blogger what happen to u??
Only words but no pictures!! i am so not in the mood for anything!
Cravings for some food but i should forget about eating those junk food lah!!!
Going for B. Envi? still deciding...
So boring and random!! is not the end 3 sem more to go!
Starting to hate it but yah no choice so just bare with it!

YTD walking past the streets making me think,
thinking about the things that i hope will not even happen to me.
It happened but I didn't like it at all
and it seriously SUX...
I do not have any time to love it cause it was all the hate left!
SOMETHING REALLY HAPPY!!!
I love meeting him cause i will just use all that i can to help u!

Going to read books and watch TV programmes!!!
Wee~ love this time cause it will never happen again!
FEEL LIKE SLEEPING... i guess no one will wake up that early like me...
WEIRD clock in me~

Starting to REALISED this dream of mine!

A whole list of EVENT!

2009-08-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Really enjoy myself this FEW days!
SAT ladies night!
Performance and meals were unique!
ROSES are just so sweet but i didn't keep mine!... really love roses now!
SUN our with all the 90 batch ppl for MOVIE "UP" and Dinner at ASTONS!
Had a nice talk... and i really feel that
we can really be open to each other and hear one another out!
MON was a SURPRISE party at my house for EW!!!
Hope u like the WALLET and the meal!
nice marjiong session cause i had itchy hands!!!
I really like this wonderful weekend but....
GUESS what EXAMs are really around the corner!!!
i'm not in the MOOD lea... how???

Random...

2009-08-02T23:33:00.003+08:00

Wanna post for my LOUSY FEELINGS,
SAD to break the news that i am so so so not in the mood for anything this WEEKEND...
soon i will be into it lah!
i'm dissapointed over the POFM paper i guess...
i really dun like to get lousy grades for it not that i compare but its a goal i set...
check 4 times ler then i leave the exam hall !
WHY am i like so careless/slow cause i really did put in effort lea..
I am not walking this ALONE for sure!
I wanna be there EVER READY!
LOVE never dies unless u put that FULL STOP, its never just that BGR lah!

i dun know why but i really feel that you are scary yet i still get close,
Sometimes dun really like the way u speak cause its always making me doubt.
is like he wind that dun know when it will blow, and mess up my hair!

I am not stressing myself, and i learn to pray and pray now
i see the diff that make me stronger,
what makes me diff is not that religion but its the life i get!

Everyone has its own journey, but mine is just SPECIALLY BY HIM!
I will not let things happen the way it is i do think and get over it,
i dun know when my time is up i just dun wanna regret.

Medicine

2009-07-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

WELL movies days was really ENJOYING!..
PPL that know me know that i recently had problems with my health,
i really dun know what happen... the PAIN came so fast and continuously ...
Struggling with the school time of 8.30 END school and the pain was so pain
Weird toooo cause i sit down and res it was okay ,
the minute i stand it was really PAINFUL...
Doctor say it was gastric, cramps or WORST is stones in the area...
I only had myself that time... i dun know what to do lah!...
LOST and TIRED for that moment.
MEDICINE that has no TASTE! YUCKS!!!!!

IceAge3 not on r.L liao, if i cancel the next movie slot with him/them
i'll have to pay for him the next next next sia... PLs no...
it was a church event this sunday!!! YOUTH DAY
so wanna eat and laugh and watch movie!!!!
I so love NUA-ing at home lah... STONE and watch those shows!!!
WELL doing some other stuff also... want a job LEA...
kind of no $$ liao... feeling broke..OPPS!..
haha but i still had facial that has not made appointment...
SO need TIME!... I belive there is...
AFTER so MUCH i see this PATH really really nice and
BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW
tomorrow is a new day! and a weeeeeekEND!
SO if its ASTONS... then SAT SUNTEC, SUN "HUO GUO"
LOVE GOOD LIFE 'GOD DATING'

MAC

2009-07-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

LAZY LAZY LAZY me...
SLEEP and sleep lah... so decide to GO find my fren at MAC...
YES MAC in school still go out eat!!!
FAT FAT liao lah...
So NICE to SLACK haha
Choon BOOn mac, its where we study for O level
SAW alot weird ppl and i think PPL are really stress UP!
there is this UNCLE QI was so angry...
UNCLE "I was out YTD can i have $2 to eat?"
QI"Uncle ytd got a group of kid give u $2 u say u out YTD, today u say u out YTD..."
HE is a FINE looking MAN!....
i think FAT and LAZY needs to be a GOOD gal and get back to REAL LIFE
...I WANT to... but where to start?...

1 Extra WEEK!

2009-07-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

One EXTRA week is coming to an END!!!
Went to Wei ming's house for project ... kind of weird! his DOG most scary!!!
STAY home to DO the E LEARN, very diff sia... alot to do and i feel so bad
that i am not doing well in school work... HAIX!
Oh yah... SAD lah.. project didn't do much either!
Not to forget the meeting in school and rushing for projects!
Meet up xueqi jac jiani agnes for DINNER...
PRATA then CHICKEN RICE... homed for ICE CREAM!
project was the one that make me feel so DIFF to breath...
CAn't wait for school to be over when it hasn't started.
Went to QUEENSWAY with agnes to get some STUFF!!!
YIPPY! ICE AGE 3 .. so RUI LONG is it on u? haha !!!

kids camp post

2009-06-26T00:54:00.003+08:00

Back to LIFE!!!
KIDS camp was nice!... it really see the character of each kid!
the BAD ones and the GOOD ones
FROM not knowing anything till knowing and making the effort!
I really hope that they will not forget this in their growing!
MOVIE-TRANSFORMERS 2!!!
It was nice, really worth watching and like the late night out with all you!
I am tired so wanna sleep but got things to do!
Well i can only hope for the best!
HE will provide me with all i need!
Knowing the truth, i have what DIFF but indeed it has taught me to be a better person...
Being so much better was one and seeing others that care was another...
The ppl that stay by me really THANKS.
Indeed its okay to be independent but not tooo over cause life cannot always be that alone!

I will never hear those stuff from u cause its all that lies in ur dirty mouth,
you dun deserve anyone only when u learn to give then u will experience smt.
when u loose is the begining of my gain.
Kind souls will be greatly rewarded but u will surely get nothing.

BGR

2009-06-17T10:17:00.004+08:00

I have join a group in doing alot on BGR lately, i've made the effort to go actually!
This is what i heard that really comfort me lately...
Its a series of talks/ rather discussion
Is it love or Infatuation?
enduring or temporary?
willing or feeling?
Its sensitive to gals and not guys cause,
Guy turn on by what they see and
Gals turn on my what the feel.

READ this :
"Love is like an onion
You taste it with delight
But when its gone, you wonder
Whatever made you bite

Love is a funny thing just like a lizard
He curls up around you heart
And jumps into your gizzard

Love is swell. its enticing.
Its orange gel. Its strawberry icing
Its chocolate moose. Its roasted goose.
Its ham on rye. It's banana pie.

Love is ALL good things without a question.
In other words, its indigestion."

It really makes me think...
LOOKS ahead is the kids camp mon till wed,
dun u think that KIDS are like the most love-able
cause they are so expressive! I love my STUDENTS!

Just put me out of it

2009-06-15T08:46:00.004+08:00

Lost for words.
Madness for this.
Tired of sleepless night.
Holiday ruin cause of that.
S---- for questioning over and over again but its not me alone.
when can u be that U------------...
what i want was just better than what was before.
Never was i consider , BUT this someone...
I dun want guessing i want words.
I just wanna knock out again... ...

PS: i know she is doing all things to get back all she want.
i lost even before it started!

IDIOT

2009-06-14T01:54:00.004+08:00

I WAS ANGRY in the morning and TILL the night!
Can u belive it! it was SUPER stupid the max and the one i hatE!
I CANNOT SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tell u this will comfirm be a big fuss!!!
Waiting up and getting angry after that, what on earth man!!!
Stop spoiling me day! I think i should be left ALONE!!
The friend that wanted everything but dun want to give anything!
Dun treat me the way u dun want to be treated!
Y care when i will get worst after that?
Stop admitting that u will accept the wrong when u are doing nothing to it!
I'm very angry at this point of time and ITS JUST MY HOLIDAY!
Learn to weight things, N stop passing ur feelings to me...
GET OFF is all i ask for this hour!
i want TO SLEEP BADLY
I'm very sure that i'm not kicking a big FUSS and YOu are getting worst!
Its the best time to do a conclusion, i guess the limits are near.

FRIDAY
Last day of school and the last paper was BCOM2!
MEet Ee Wee for lunch then had the urge to eat SUSHI!
We were like so FULL!!!!!! i love the FRIEDN TOUFU!
the feeling is so good that when u urge for something and the MAN ZU gan is there!
WEnt for the PC FAIR, Crocs SALE, NewUrbanMale SALE, WAtsons SALE
I spend like 90 in a day!... i think My stress cure was SHOPPING!
LOVE my days with JAC PF PL Jiani EW!!

I'm BACK!

2009-06-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

Back to POST!... GUESS what holiday in another 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!

kind of having the mood to post about my life! isn't that wonderful?
haha!! will share the SONGS i like!... I am TIRED!!! of all the studies!
Ee Wee having holiday, but me having night CLASS and SCHOOLING!!!
haha... today was about test in school!...
DUN ask me what i'm doing cause i'm like BINDED!
LEGS just dun wanna get out of BED how???

YOU are badly ....

STUDY!

2009-02-11T20:50:00.005+08:00

EXAMS... Not in the MOOD to study cause i'm SICK!

DOWn with flu+ Sorethroat!

Rotting BLOG if i dun post liao.. just dun wanna pour feelings here...

I MIss HIM sia...! (DUN tell u HEHE...)

Hehe study is for the sake of getting that DA BIAN ZI!

I want to have holiday to ROT and EMO sia!...

I want to PLAY at all the CHALET!!!!!!!

no more FUN for the 2 weeks!

MUST love myself first AH!..

V-day is COMING!... =]

wHO will be my VALENTINE?

If i was given a chance i will not want those Missed,

but i want u cause u are always making me SMILE!

Up and down

2009-01-25T23:29:00.005+08:00

TRUST me this year CNY is so boring... schools like nowhere...

I suddenly got the feeling of those SHITY stuff lah! so...*F

HATe this man!... is this the only way out?

ALrite no more things to be REgretting liao...

TIME pass means EXAM, so like sian of this POLY life!

Dun get so SERIOUS, with this man!!!

okay talk about today!!!.. dinner for 2 rounds!...

kind of ENJOYing the food but not the FEELINGs

when can i get over THEm??

TIRED sia... its better to stay that way.

i prefer to be like that after all, but ite hurts when i think about it !

this CHEER ME UP!

Jesse Mccartney'sleavin

2009-01-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

"Leavin'"

Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

[Chorus:]
Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you're the baddest little thing that I've ever seen
So I'm gonna ask you one time if you got a man

[Chorus]

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...

[Chorus]

16/01/09

2009-01-17T01:11:00.004+08:00

16 JAN 2009

HAPPY DAY WITH PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!

I love TCC , rose COFFEE

MY all time STEADY!

THANKS for holding my LAPPY!

熊熊thanks for the COFFEE and holding on to my cute bear bag!!!

hope u ALL had a great time too

ALEX and BEAR...(GAY PARTNERS)
REALL had a nice time with u ALL...

i going to SLEEP ler... really like these pictures!

There are many thing i miss but i can only hold on to what i have! SMILE

2009-01-14T23:47:00.004+08:00

WE WAITED FOR

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-

-

-

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ALEX WONG....HAHA!

TODay was a SO FUNNNNNN day for me!
Another few HOURS mevis is going to FLY off soon!

i WELL miss her LOADS!
When we see the sky we will see each other,

supporting one another also okay!

WELL have pictures to show!

i think she did enjoy herself with me and ALEX!

SMILE GAL, no matter how bad it is

i'll be there for you!~

12/1/09

2009-01-12T21:59:00.005+08:00

WHAT do you think whe u do self -test?

Well i think of the outcome...

come how i think its quite true sometimes

i really wonder how life will be 10 year down the road!

thinking that i last took the

O result it has been a year no matter how hard it is its gone!

I have move forward... This is relaly KILLing...

thinking that challenges never stops and i have

to work hard for my own future i worry that i will FALL.

ESP when ppl LIKe my bro wants to start study and think of his Future!

not that i dun ENJOY school but i feel its tiring and stressful!

TODAY is a COLD day!... thought i know things will not

be the same but i know i WILL get over IT!

"IF YOU are angry i HOPE you will FORGIVE ME"

10/01/2009

2009-01-10T18:11:00.006+08:00

Oh man!... FEELings up and DOWN!... so TIRED of school.

STress in school by ALL the projects... =(

HAIX dun wanna talk about it, this fewdays was OPEN house

I help out in ACE team CAMP for the new student.

HOPE that they enjoy themselves,

very few of them turn out as there were too many student leaders

i went around school instead of staying

around to help out in the LAB =0

then KNow other FRENs...play CS when its slack time

cause it was like one of the open house game in SIT Block!!!

okay... so long ever since i last posted PICtures!...

POLY life its definately a DOWNWARDS graph.

"AManda the PIC!"

the ppl that LOVES to take PICTURE!

i WAS so mah lu YTD cause my frens who saw me

He ask me"你受了什么刺激, that you cut ur hair?" =X

I was like...can i have smt to dig a hole in the

ground for my face lah!... =*

i had FUN in open house lah cause i meet alot

ppl and it was like so crazy of me!

09/01/2009

2009-01-09T21:30:00.002+08:00

I hate it!

I really need to really think well!

I REALLY NEED STRENGTH!

5/1/08

2009-01-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

LOOK at my LOVELY couple key chain!

GUESS which one is MINe? sorry no GIFT ah!

I wanna be the gal & u be the GUY! hehehe...
i paint my NAILS... going to bed now !

GOD i WANNA be a CHEERFUL GAL

2/1/2009

2009-01-02T22:02:00.004+08:00

I'm sad and tired in this Week!

BAD results every module... what is happening to me?

Really feel so worn out especially when i see the bad results!

I read this today:

"Joy and sorrow are never separated. When our hearts rejoice at a spectacular view, we may miss our friends who cannot see it, and when we are overwhelmed with grief, we may discover what true friendship is all about. Joy is hidden in sorrow and sorrow in joy. If we try to avoid sorrow at all costs, we may never taste joy."

I wanna see the RAINBOW after the HEAVY DOWN POUR.

GOD i need YOU badly!!!

1/11/2009

2009-01-01T16:19:00.006+08:00

My countdown party was really different this time!

We has praise and worship :P , games,

refection and some writing on 2009!

It was fun and enjoyable but i still felt that celerating

out seemed more enjoyable. 8)

But its just smt new, not as high as celerating outside.

Year 2009 i hope to be better than who am i now!

I've just awake from my SLEEP!

OH yah i've got new hair style and KOK say like cabbage, :(

i'll be cabbage girl! (Waiting for PICTURES!)

Thank you for the CROSS LORD :)

Thank you for the PRICE YOU paid!

MOST of all THANK YOU for the LOVE you gave in 2008

Proverbs 16
1 To man belong the plans of the heart,

but from the LORD comes the reply of the tongue.
2 All a man's ways seem innocent to him,

but motives are weighed by the LORD.
3 Commit to the LORD whatever you do,

and your plans will succeed.

9 In his heart a man plans his course,

but the LORD determines his steps.

30/12/08

2008-12-30T20:32:00.004+08:00

TODay! start my day with a SUN shine SMILE!...

:( Silly me forget to bring my PRoject STUFF,

but lucky my dad could SENT it to school!

MY bro got the muffin job! i hope i can TASTE some SOON :!

i realised i change VERY fast man, this is bad.

WELL today school was not so bad,

I hope i can do my ECONs project later! ;)

Tried out wordPress but i still dun know how to use!

...CRAZY GAL IS FREEKING :)

TML no school!

a few more days to 2009.

i HOPE my results will maintain!

THANK YOU LORD FOR MY SPECIAL DAY!

28/12/08

2008-12-29T00:16:00.003+08:00

went out with PF on SUNDAY!~ 28.12.2008

Last few day of 2008 i guess its a new YEAR SOON!

okay we were like shopping around from WOODLANDS to AMK

haha... thinking of what gift i should get for my fren, a late present!

then we SAW this top at IPZONE... GUESS WHAT last piece hanging!

then we love it till we both willing to go other places to get it :(

then he ask me to leave my contacts and details.

the funny thing is that guy live near me HAHA!

then QUITE maLU :*

the best part is we were at the shop at 3pm writing down contacts

:0 he called at 10PM! LMAO... i think if got that item also sell finish

if not is already 10 all shops are close how to go there to make payment!

that PERSON is BEN TAN man!

tml's school SLEEPY! -_-

I'M feeling BLUE

26/12/08

2008-12-27T00:17:00.005+08:00

GOOD GIRL~ i staied home!...

today is just not my day i get SO ANGRY!

i really hated it lah... cause they are all so SELFISH!

now i see u all like that just make me think that i am

doing a large part and u all gain the credits?
dun u think ITS shameful?
i really hope you all know what is do ur part cause i'm TIRED
V. TIRED when this is all coming to an END.
like there is alot of time left and you are not WORRIED?
UNFAIR LAH! i dun want to say this but its really BOILING in ME!

POST on my MIAs...
CHRISTmas eve eve (23) BRO's BIRTHDAY!
SO .... wENT for K box and SUSHI with

Cousins then they came my place for MARJIONG SESSION ,

followed by porridge as supper then stroll to
EXplanade and stay till 4.30 am!
CHRISTmas eve was out with QI.. dinner pls DRIVING around!

NICE christmas TREE

i suggested to go henderson WAVE thinking

it will be ideal for she and BF pls WIND for me!
Oh YAH there were QI, ST, Sereen, YanXiang and myself!
me and Sereen tickle QI ..."the GALs CONVERSATION"

was funny lah! hehehe
CHRISTmas... my FAV occasion i went to
CHURCH then had EXCHANGE gifts!
then HEADED for dinner then to cousin's house for
MARJIONG and the supper nice DINNER!
i was being TEASED cause my cousin
brought BF then they ask me where is mine!
HOW i wish there is a hole for me to put my HEAD in!
I REPLIED "SOON"

its a season of wanting to spend with the love

ones but i dun have a choice so

i can only WAIT and PRAY!

i BELIVE it will come can i ask for it to not go then?

Xoxoxo CONFUSED

22/11/08

2008-12-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

LET me REcall this FEW days activity

MEET with sEC school fren!... the food was nice!...

went to catch up with POLY frens!... tired after all the exercise~

we even DA BAO lor...busy with christmas~

BRO bring me to malaysia and also celerate his GF birthday!..

DID blog hopping... OMG he is so good looking lor...

TIRED ler... RESt... DROP DEAD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR KOR

18/12/08

2008-12-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO i'm back FROM CAMP!
indeed its a fun and enjoyable camp!

HAHA no PICS of CAMp!!!

LAZER QUEST, WATER GAMES

plus all the THEME/TOPICAL talks!

I had FUN with the younger ones,

i think i very long never go church camp le!!

LOVE the life i'm living, i realised that GOD did talk to me.

Perharps LIFE is SHORT so LIVE it weLL!

ALL things hapen for a reason,

there is really nothing much unless we learn from it

BAcK aching!... READ MANY blogs lah...

I think guys are harder to walk though things.

Quite sad for them!... Anyway,

ITS gonna be a busy weeK. xD

19 dec school CAMP

20 dec SEC school class gathering

21 dec GOing DaRling's house

22 dec MALAYSIA (EXCITED love to go overseas)

i have this crazy thinking of travelling till i'm old!!!

23 BRO brithday!

EVE christmas then CHRISMAS!!!
i'm happy even without it so i think i should not be sad over it.

13/12/08

2008-12-13T19:01:00.003+08:00

The KIDS to science center is cancel!

ANY WAY i am die-ing to get this STATS project done!

help me with this survey!

http://www.zoomerang.com/Survey/?p=WEB228LX78HNF9

DO FILL UP ALL QUESTION!

THANKS for those to do!

TODAY busy with the CAMP badges!

then stay in church till 5 plus!.. ENJOYING!...

i have decided to do nothing this christmas excepting going to church!

cause i wanna enjoy and somehow

i have lost the feeling running projects/ events for church~

WHY lea??? cause i feel so DIFF this year onwards.

its better to participate than to organised!...

IT takes TIME to be comfortable i hope i will be

ABLE to do it for the camp from 14-18 DEC 2008.

SOMEhow i dun like to be busy but i wann be free to REST!

12/12/08

2008-12-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

I am so BUSY with school work!...

I'm kind of TIRED! so many project!!! the killer...

Alot ppl like so free and i BUSY lor..

I have camps... trips to malaysia... SO LOOKING 4WARD!

Celebration for brother's BD!!!...need to pack for camp then...

Though i have camp and project i have to learn to bo respondsible in both!

Oh well this sat going science center with the CHURCH kids!...

LOVE them lah!

SCHool got cruise again! but this time to KL and Malacca.

Still deciding if i wanna go anot...

So fun to eat and RELAX when i go the last time~!!

So LOVE to go for enjoyment but yet so tired to see the situation i'm in!

ITS a friday night and i'm home blogging and "its so not FUN!"

Watch 2 SUPPER funny VIDEO but dun like the ending!

7/12/08

2008-12-07T18:20:00.006+08:00

There is too many things i wanna say here!..
firstly my birthday week is like ending!
SHopping and EAting Xiao long bao with EMily was nice!
I just feel like getting a pair of sandles!!! COMFY!
Ivan's birthdat chealet was ytd 061208... he is 18 tooooo...
we had nice dinner: SUSHI, PIZZA, BBQ & BUFFET...
The surprise was the bear was nice! thanks!

WELL my contact lens has arrived!!!

Then also i had another gift an alpherbet book!

Ohwell its an 18 years of life!... Nothing special!...

Perharps other ppl are getting older when i get older cause 2009 is here...

Nothing else.. it's time to blog hop!!!!

5/12/08

2008-12-06T00:51:00.003+08:00

...FRIDAY POST... 5/12/08

XueQi thanks FOR the DAY and the CARD!!

RED~

GUESS where am i ?

Modeling my new scarf!

THE MAN for the DAY "GINGER BREADMAN!"

OUR NICE cake... TIRAMISU
OKAy LASt paper... so after that paper i totally had no mood lah..

then went library to REST till the next ECONS class!

it was kind of terrible! cause most of us are HALF/ QUARTER awake.

then he was DONE going through the question!

YEAH home early rest and style my hair abit and WENT to MEET QI

for :

DINNER+SHOPPING+CHATTING... xD

WE really LOVE the day os getting the stuff we like!

i love her shoes but i have small FEET!...

but i LOVE my double SIDE scarf... i think someone has it in church!

nVM i love it can liao... iLOVEmyDAY!

not forgetting ST for sending me home... thanks AH driver!...

U ALWAYS MAKE MY heart FLY with ur DRIVING SKILLs!

haha GOOD nite READY 4 TML's XIAO LONG BAO

THANKS

2008-12-04T23:25:00.004+08:00

YUMMY!!!!!! "HAPPY BITHDAY GIRL!"

PRECIOUS momentS! ... ITS so me a right GIFT~

from .... GUESS IT then.

UPdates!.... thanks PPL! just someLITTLE BLESsing to SHARE!

THAnks to my DADDY for the surprise of contact lens

even though its like 80 plus... THANKS DADDY!

He wanted to give me as surprise but he dun know i want

monthly or daily lah. MY cousin end up calling me! LOL

It was FUNNY... i hope to wear it soon lah,

i wanna be in it every day even to school!

WELL miss AH ma...

her MEE SUA cause i get to eat it every year

but this year i ate like on 1 DEC. And i depend on her alot,

plus i'm alone in SILENCE so i;m blusting MUSIC lah! hahaha...

TML still got JAVA test so got to study...

Sad did i did not DO well for FRench and DCN...

i can only say TRY HARDER next time!

LOVE those cakes... just one thing i'm trying to give up waiting!

4/12/90

2008-12-04T00:02:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to mySELF!

thanks to all you ppl!!!

i'm serious its so nice to recive message...

BrOther + family *AH MA!*

Cousins

JAcqueline DARling 5years&stillcounting...
PeiFEn alltimeAiAi 5years&stillcounting...
PeiLei ShiFU 5years&stillcounting...
Ee WeE Left arm 5years&stillcounting...
XueQi 7 years&stillcounting...

DBI 0802 classmates

EMily e Steady

Di di Josher

Syuhada LifetimePartner

Zhi Yong

Bee yee

Meng Guan

Jia SHeng

Si jie

Jin mei

Aunty HE yan

Brother WeiHAo

Yu wen

Dennis Ser

ALot church frens tooo

.... thanks!! will keep counting my blessing!

ITS all YOU pppl that MAKE my DAY!

2/12/08

2008-12-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

TOday went to school presentation was not very very bad.

HAD lousy grades for DCN lah.. will do better next round!

enjoy the LEC too cause its not that struggling cause

i going to meet SEC school fren. WENT AMK HUB

when i tell PF i feel like eating durian sia...

Its a long time the 6 of us eat together esp to eat ZU CHAO...

hehe!!! LOVE u the 5 DARLINGS!

Thanks GALs you make my day great!!!!

Hope u all enjoy your dinner i really love the DURIAN cake!

How i hope this day will make it memorable for all of you...

ALL the best to all your studies with good HEALth toooo!

will i have CAKE to eat again?... i really like to be 18!

1/12/08

2008-12-01T21:19:00.004+08:00

STudy for STATs..i am not the right mood... cause i am so TIRED!

I wanna be "the girl" !

MY bro CAme home with a cake for me!!!!!!!!

Cause my grandmother will be away so celebrate my birthday earlier XD

THANKS brother!!!

my pic was kind of ugly cause my dad was lousy lah.

30/11/08

2008-11-30T19:48:00.004+08:00

COnGRATes to my COUSIN!... okay BUSY weekend!

FRiday night went over to design the place!

with all the HEARTS ballons!!!

The FAMILY couldn't sleep exp. the DAd lah...

cause its his PREcious one!
so we LIKE design till mid-night ...

guess what over the night as we PUMP the ballon

I guess the neighbour were DISTURBED!

HAHAHA bad COUSINS rite? but i guess they have shared the joy.

WE all woke up at 6 to get ready... not long at 7.45 the groom appear!!!!!

LOOK at the car they RENTED!!!!!!!!

I LOVE it MAN!!!!

i am in the second pic... haha FIGURE it out!!!

I loved the TAG "Just MArried!!!"

this is a side VIEW....

then ... my crazy cousin was like "Girl ah let me paint ur nails...."

i got BARBIE nails!!!!!! TOES and FINGERS

so it was NICE of her lah.. so i didn't wash away!

SO "LADY" of me.. looking at it for the first time make my hair stand!

DINNER!!!... ladies were given ROSES... OH yah

the GROOM is an army officer so there were sword barriers.

GUESS what they flew off Singapore for the honey moon liao!

Groom said this to the FAther in LAW:

"it is not that you have lost a precious daughter but you have been blessed with another son!"

As they begin their new journey i wish them BLESSED!

HOW i wish there were many more gooooooooood guys like him.

23/11/08

2008-11-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

baby KOBI's birthday!... nice cake, nice food, nice gathering!

(DUN wanna put any PIC no mood for it...)

i am So Pissed... maybe i'm just stubbon for personal reasons!

JIAJIA is no longer that cheerful cause of YOU lah...

Happy food AWAITS... EXAMs/TESTs...

How am i suppose to get to WORK mode?

If I were a boy

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I'd roll outta bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wated And

I'd never get confronted for it.

Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man.

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful

Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl I swear

I'd be a better man.

I'd listen to her Cause

I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don't understand

Yeah you don't understand

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you have got destroyed

But you're just a boy

22/11/08

2008-11-22T13:24:00.004+08:00

BORING Sat...BOOKS Sat...BROKE Sat...
Its a study WEEKend lor cause i'm having EXAMs!
When ppl are having holiday its dame SICK to study...

i want shopping!
haha SHOW u s screen shot on the GAME!...

I win XQ and ST... HaHa!!!
OH well... tonight got some birthday celebration
but i'm so so so lazy to study!...
but i got no time if i keep dragging lah!
SHalL pester my BRo haha !!!
after breakfast I BLOG hop!
i really feel that in a couple there is one UGLY and one GOOD looking LA!
it's like FAIR rite?.. if not the ugly will have to look for ugly one!
i hope i'm the ugly one... so that GUY will be good LOOKing!
LOL rite?... think about it LOR...
i MISSSSSSSSSSSSSS my holiday!.... i wanna be a slacker SOON!
HOW i hope a BLINK and its WEEK 9!!!
LOVE to LOOK at you! ... if only i'm a guy!
i will not be worried... haha! but i dun want army LIFE...
after all i think being a clever woman is better. Should i be friendly?

21/11/08

2008-11-21T14:37:00.005+08:00

TODAY was the last day of the week!

OH well break at library...

kind of expensive if i eat the whole meal there..
so only eat HOTDOG bun...

then the class end at 2 and we went to cheers FOR this!...

EMILY let's enjoy our food!!!

now waiting for theTUT for management principle!...

so enjoy my break... maybe cause its week end TML....

AT 6pm ... POoL time with GAB at Grassroot!..

really feel so interested on how guys think nowadays!

A song that i LIKE!!!

21/11/08

2008-11-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

HAIX... SUPbeR tired DAY!... tml is FRIDAY!.. no NOW!

YEAH!... alot of test and exam.. just finish the

DataCommunicationNetworking assigment!

i just feel that i have lot of things to find out SIA!

WAH piang... thought can go SEE friendster BUT its like SUPER

CUI!!!!!

so decided to post the NEW song i LIKE!....

hope YOU like it!... NITES... time now is 1.51...

its like so many things i just wanna rot at home to do MAN!

HOW? HOW? HOW?

itEND...Wake it UP!

2008-11-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

歌名:情画

画上的油彩早已被风干

该怎么来完成我不明白

记忆的图案放在旧货摊

我担心会有谁懂的疼爱

雪白的礼服挂在那等待

淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀

教堂门已开而你却不在

玫瑰步道看不到末端

我孤单我不安思绪被封住了口

黑夜却还是不罢手

强颜欢笑背后在暗淡中摸索

我祈祷只愿你听得到

从分开到现在我过的我在习惯

伤痛却依然在扩散

时间不听使唤为回忆上了锁

这段情我已放不开

雪白的礼服挂在那等待

淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀

教堂门已开而你却不在

玫瑰步道看不到末端

我孤单我不安思绪被封住了口

黑夜却还是不罢手

强颜欢笑背后在暗淡中摸索

我祈祷只愿你听得到

从分开到现在我过的我在习惯

伤痛却依然在扩散时间不听使唤

为回忆上了锁这段情我已放不开

我孤单我不安思绪被封住了口

黑夜却还是不罢手强颜欢笑背后

在暗淡中摸索我祈祷只愿你听得到

从分开到现在我过的我在习惯

伤痛却依然在扩散时间不听使唤

为回忆上了锁

这段情我已放不开

这段情我放不开

no one can do anything to it...

why it has to be my sillyness?

i will not go back to it...

all i ask is a nice

FULL STOP to all that is running in me.

I'm TIRED...

19/11/08

2008-11-19T00:00:00.006+08:00

TUESDAY POST !!!

NICE?.. its 3 diff edition!! SYU's MINE and EMILY's!
Today WAs a total laughter with sheryl, syu, ryan,
emily, jasmine, gary, darius and step LAH!
nice break for us! before all the boring LEC and TUT!

LOOK how boring i am to take a PIC on the RED/PINK stuff i have!

MR ONG(my ECONS lecturer) is leaving ... no feelings!

haha cause he dun really have big impact on me!

well i was tired and SAD lah... cause i feel broke!...

my contact lens dream kind of hold back!

then SUPPER after night class at HK cAfE...

then home!.... so tired!.. i wanna sleep sia..

suddenly i feel that he/she is so normal nothing

interesting to me liao sia!!

GAB dun be sad that you lost ur wallet okay??

简单就是美，自信心跟加不能少！

HOpe that tomorrow is a better day!

16/11/08

2008-11-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

My new edit with my STEADY! SWEET HEART~

BUsy SMS someone...
and that PERSON IS !

ST the BIG........................ bully

haha nice day out with them YTD lah!

not just me and QI and ST but Rodney tooo...

REALLY a nice walk from SUNTEC till the fullerton hotel!

15/11/08

2008-11-15T14:30:00.003+08:00

i'm SO loved with Spaghetti....YUMMY

MUHAHA... life has been quite empty... cause alot of laughter is missing!

really MISS the laughing days with my frens... Anyway!

GOing out... but that QI so WOLS!!!!!!!

14/11/08

2008-11-14T11:40:00.004+08:00

OUT... just want to shut off from everything else!
I'm looking for smt yet i'm still not very sure what is it.
with XueQi... ACC her lah... dinner and find Bf... *MISSES!
At 11.11 i miss someone and i saw that person!...
Anyway smt happen at train and i can still LOL till now!
I cannot belive it! but Singapore is really small!
I was kind of Piss with my day!... so yah...
first was the BUSES and then till my BLURNESS!
nvm TML will be a better day!

is the pass DAME thing... sure to let all go!

13/11/08

2008-11-13T16:37:00.005+08:00

Its too hard to be the someone u desire...
its hard to make everyone happy... and i wanna be happy!

Why is this world so hard even to please myself.

Before the learning of love... was the world full of hate?

When you learn to love urself then u can learn to love others.
How often do humans think of their own actions?

Hope this doesn't offend anyone...

But why do humans look at their own selfish reasons

and not look from other people's shoe?

i maybe too sensertive but i think that if u do smt

wrong u want ppl to forgiveyou rite? y not learn to forgive others too??

after all its a CYCLE so HARD to understand!... TIRED~

we are created so differently for its good and bad reason perharps

my Smiles have been gone too far away...

i dun think its stress i guess its some other business

HOLD the smile ah GAL...
The hurt is that i wanted it to be forgotten badly.

y is it human and feeling? i HATE u!

11/11/08

2008-11-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

SAYING that i'm silly! You're RIght!
i am so silly to think so much today!... first the GAME we play
then the songs and then that character on the SHIRT!!!.. so what lah!!!!
All i want is a nice DECEMBER...BIRTHDAY and CHRISTMAS too!
i'll only have to wait patiencely...
OH yah... it takes 2 hands to clap so its my fault to think too...!
TML no school sooooooo rest MORE~!
Is really looking good the one that human see?
I think its the confidence that i'm looking at!
Someone ask me... LOOKing for a same race and religion matter?
to me its religion 1st... if he is the same he will see the pretty side of me!
if i'm good... then i will find a good LIfe partner... isn't it TRUE?
Dun know why i just feel like posting out my
STRESS and TROUBLe... i just cannot find myself in studies...
i may not be smart but i think hardwork will pay. SLEEPY...

i wanna go back to my pig LIFE!...
can i lose some weight?...

10/11/08

2008-11-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

SO long never blog ler.. haha just wanna play...

i can appear everywhere!!!

well school to me has been tiring cause i feel like i need alot of REST lah.

i really MISs SECondary school holiday!..

LAST week went out for STEAMBOAT to celebrate MEng GUan's birthday.

Shop around Vivo and bugis ON sunday!...

GOD HAS BEEN GREAT TO ME!

PL is so going to KILL me.

5/11/08

2008-11-05T00:19:00.005+08:00

TODAY was just a usual SCHOOL...

Except the break i think i make this gal hate me!

Cause i make a comment that would be helpful for her report lah...

Well... i was very down a while but some one told me this

"Y not accept who you are?"

Its because we always want to be to making others happy.

I think when real words that hurt that will make one person grow.

'To this fren who told me to keep things to myself today

"I will learn to keep quiet but if i am stopping someone

for a better reason i see no why i dun say, truth hurts but...

true frens help each other to grow one way or another"

Library time for 2nd break!.... our DRINK!

DO u see syu so happy when she see FOOD?

Emily was trying to open her drink!... she never finish lah!

but she carry it for LEC so not that wasting!

THANKS for smt...

Ryan is doing project cause i want him to rush out smt

then i can study for my java...

so i was too naggy i'm sorry but i dun like to wait for last minute!...

Hope you remember to email me tml!

LAst but not least ALL the SNAPS!!!!!!

I just came back from bible study!... doing smt for YOU!

3/11/08

2008-11-03T22:28:00.004+08:00

HAHA!... i re-EDITED the power point!...
and well hope that she will not scream at me lah...

cause its really better and more comfortable after looking at it.

after all its just a template so if she yell she is just wasting her breath!

Well I stay back just to do the edits and try stat TUT!..

With my best fren GAB...(more like KOR KOR to LAH...)

AHEM... dun get the wrong idea cause Jenette was there toooo!

Well nice time for gathering infact it make me feel proud that i walk out of it!

We actually end off with my happy food! ICE SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then @ 10 pm my LOVELY BRO added joy to me lah...

Blueberry cheese cake and Banana chocolate cake for me!!!

i'm sorry that i cannot attend the PEPs thingy tonight but

"It all happen for a reason!"

I will not LOVE u cause i LOVE FOOD!!! yummy!!!

Just some pics... find it quite funny!

WAKE UP if u are thinking of this!... *SLAP*

GOSH... dun ask for a KISS like this AH.

GUYS nowadays ah!

PL's 18th birthday

2008-11-02T18:59:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY PEI LEI

_She LOVES green!_

PPL that Went: PeiLei, Jac, PeiFen,EeWee, BeeYee,

WanJun, QianNing, MengGuan, QiTing, MeiYing, XueQi, JiaNi, Andy

East Coast Park to CYCLE...

i have this fear of cycling cause everytime i

will have the fear of falling down!...

come to count i fall like 4 times because of cycling!

looking at the pic! JAC was killing me but i was happy!!!!!!!! LOL

On our way to have dinner!..

SO hungry till we show ATTITUDE

"Night programme for the birthday GAL its about to start!"

Dinner at LAO PA SAT!

We went there cause of the life band performance!

I'm sure SHE was quite shock!

After our dinner we went to the bridge at fullerton hotel...

to "digest our FULL stomach!"the lights were the nice effect!...

I really miss there...

Its a place that i share on joy and trouble with friends...

thought its weird to just go there to sit and chit chat.

I'm sure its always nice to go there for a walk!

Have u realised!

Its the LIGHTS that make such nice effect on the ground.

i REALLY think that i made a right choice

even though somethings i've lost!

Being different was a choice i made but i can live w/o it... bye!

30/10/08

2008-10-30T21:03:00.006+08:00

MISS my cousin's DOG when i look at STEP's BLOG...

cause he is always asking me to play with him!

Its the ikea toys that he have... He very "QIAO" one!

always wanna LOOK good lor!

BTW i dun like dogs but he make me disturb him!

TODAY... nothing much except that eclipes is getting harder to LOVE!

then STAY back from 3.00 for Project work then

2 project mates went off cause they can do at home...

i feel that the point about project work is to do work tgt lah!

not i wanna complain but...

when we dun find time to do some ppl will not be able to do anything

LIKE i saw RYAN with his EDIT skills!

thanks for staying and ACC me LAH!

then called GAB... A good PAL to studies and COMPLAIN to

he came over and we stay in school to study tilled like 8.30pm!

then when i reach home i was tired and FAMISHED!

i hope that project work can do TGT...

if not what the point of project?

Looking at other groups just make me "XIAN MU"

DOTS

2008-10-29T21:26:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Xue qi.
1. Do you have secrets?
Yes.
2. Define love?
Having good RELATIONSHIP with someone.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Sometimes.
4. What would you do with billion dollars?
Enjoy life with love ones, money cannot buy everything!
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I don't know. When it comes i doubt anyone resist!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both is important in a relationshtp
7. List out your 15 favourite songs?
All JAY's song!
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I hate to see the person, its a PAIN to me.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes and i MISS it!
10. What makes you angry?
People who are selfish...only think about themselves.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Can't imagine, its a stressful live living.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family members and friends.
13. What is the Mosy important thing in life?
Health,love is the most important.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single but rich, everything in singapore is about S11($)
15. What is your favourite colour?
Red,white,pink and yellow
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Hardly... hurt is the word in return
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Pick the one that love me more.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
How horrible lea?... mostly will forgive and forget.
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
Wait for feelings to develop, i will not choose to tell the person.
20. 5 people I have tagged.
No one.

29/10/08

2008-10-29T00:28:00.002+08:00

TML is WEDNESDAY!

I dun have proper school but going back for

ACE team and Make up LEC!

I didn't really have a good time the last time...

quite a bad impression so i hope i will have a better image!

i dun wanna do for just CCA points but ENJOYMENT in POLY life!

I miss SEC school PPL.... the times we had MAC overnight study(once)!....

I want more PICTURES of LAUGHTERS on sat okay?!

Sometimes ppl just dun know how words hurt...

i really hate the love you LEFT... but i know i can do w/o U.

It's so long but... i know i can forget u totally

LOVE

2008-10-27T18:10:00.003+08:00

"Just Like A Pill"
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I've tried to call the nurse again but she's
Being a little bitch,I think I'll get outta here,
Where I can Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's
Being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here,
Where I can Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay in your life support, there's ashortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's
Being a little bitch,I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

27/10/08

2008-10-27T11:29:00.005+08:00

A picture i self toook!...

couldn't get to sleep but i didn't slept the whole night on friday lah!!!

hump! holiday today... but tml is a long day le!

feel like studying but no motivation lea....

miss the "HANTU island" show ytd night lor... Wonder how's the ending!

this few days ihave been watching this show "不良笑花"online ...

NICE show...Its kind of like a love story lah... not too bad!

LAstly good gals deserve good guys that care for them!

MY bro bought this for me!... its smt with a lot of memories!

CHOCOLATE BANANA cake!... i see le... dun feel like eating cause...

LOVE the story behind it!.. WOOHOOO~

RAnDOm

2008-10-24T20:21:00.004+08:00

歌曲：安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属於我们的婚礼

却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的可爱的

迷人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属於我们的婚礼

安静了在我枕边的梦里

我知道相爱原本就不容易

爱不是一场雨

努力就有结局 wo~

撒娇的可爱的

迷人的爱哭的
This is how true that my words were to sing to you.
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的

连假的泪还温热

却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

i will sing this when i go K haha NICE!!!